=)

2007-10-26T09:42:00.000-07:00

infected eyes

me <3 zarra.

acting cute.

my candypies.

goodbye to memories.

down with eye infection.
dunno what i have done with my eyes,
most probably it's contact lens.
didn't go to school today.
heard school was fun!i so wanted to go to school today la.
it's creative ARTS.we get to draw!

supposed to go to work tmr.
but wasn't able to make it.cause of my eyes.
doc says it'd be better not to go work.

i hate feeling this way.
having to stay at home whole day at times really sucks.
not being able to go out sucks too.
imagine everytime waking up staying at home.
eat sleep watch tv.seems like relaxing?
but i dont find it that way.
i feel i'm wasting my day away.
have been sleeping and sleeping all the day long.

i dont wanna live with time bomb by my side.
which will go off anytime.
how's that?feeling so weak and sick just hoping someone
could give some concern and make you feel warmth?
or rather wakin up and getting a good scolding or argument.
with no proof or evidence,coming straight at you.
and evreything is so on and off on and off.

i realise having you by my side makes my post more and more emo
each day.i dont use to blog like that.but i dunno
why this is happening.i never said it's you who caused this.
but perhaps it's me making such a stupid decision.
perhaps i dont like the way you handle things.
but that's the way you do it. :)
thanks for everything once again!

2007-10-24T04:44:00.000-07:00

so sweet aint we?

juney!

the moon of my life.

during lecture! (it was break time okay.)

monster sweet!

gonna be wokring tmr again.
it's only 7pm and i'm dead tired.
feel like going to sleep!
phew,gotta wake up early tmr and school
after that head home sleep again then head to work!
friday off sunday also off.wee!! :)
i love TUT.my ugly toothies.
got nothing much to blog recently
changed?no change?ah forget it.

school's been real nice when nessa zarra and moon around.
hehe!plus not forgetting tut too.
and freshies! :D

gonna meet up with chummie and soulmate soon!
plus johnson,not forgetting him.
joanna geraldine too! :)
and my mr leong xiuhan.wahhahahahas

2007-10-21T22:03:00.000-07:00

WAHAHHAHA.

just coincidence.

me with love.

why am i feeling this way?
but i guess it's just gonna be temporary only right right?
just temporary. :)
perhaps i dont like the feeling of these.
but who likes it anyway?
i guess it's gonna end anyway so why not now.

blogging now during break.haha!
still gonna have lessons later.
after lesson work woah this kind of life.
make full use of the whole da.
earn money too,still can go for shopping.
soulmate feng,bestie wynne,roxie darling,
zarra yee mun nessa.what are you waiting for?
shopping spree as soon as possible please! :)

occupy me as much as i can will you?
make my day too will you?
anyone will do.just make sure i dont feel this way.

2007-10-20T11:42:00.001-07:00

sweetest gift. :D

can you imagine working halfway
when you feel so tiring and suddenly
your best friend popped out and handing you a present
and that present was what you've wanted to see.
but she bought a toy for you.
how sweet is that!
i feel so accompanied with her going to night safari.
how sweet is she?
none other then bestie wynne :)
this was the first surprise i received from a close friend.
this is what i call BESTIE.

DELIGHTED. :)
plus the crap with yew seng & ivan.sweet!
when everything is so bad,
thanks for making my day.
i love you guys.simply love you guys.

2007-10-20T00:46:00.001-07:00

guys camwhore too!

ng yew seng

at kap!

emo kid

after class!

gotta work later.bored!
working till quite late today also.
sometimes working depends on people too.
:)
tmr also gotta work.
hope we'll get everyone back again
as the usualy clique.
i'll sacrifice work for you guys. :D

things are just gonna get better.
make my day will you?
thanks iween. :)

2007-10-19T10:11:00.000-07:00

:D

moon's birthday!

with kah!

bored in lecture!

simply love disturbing yeemoon.

just disturbing :)

camwhoring for these few days in class!
some teacher that we realy like,
some we kept commenting about her.haha!
it's real funny when we start talking about them.

how to be a good teacher?
that's a common question.
had a slack timetable but i know those time are not for slacking.
time is running out already.
new navel stud,DOPE.

2007-10-19T03:18:00.001-07:00

:D love

camwhoring.

me and 6 years.

WE LOVE,WE DANCE,WE CHILL,WE ROCK. :)
who cares about what others say about us?

2007-10-18T09:00:00.000-07:00

dont like ah.
dont ask me what i dont like.
i just dont like it when it becomes like that.
one thing after another,piling up.
heck care about it?
i'll try my best.
it's not gonna be easy
but at least i should keep myself occupied.

here and there,
politics and stuff.wow,it's overwhelming me!
i'm suffocating?
what to do.
buck up with this,disappointment never left.
it has always been there.

thanks to wynne. "BABY" and yang.
hahahahha!at least this makes me felt better.
it made my day.
rather than staying there stuffing myself with unwanted thoughts.
are we really drifting,
do we really have to be all like that?
or is it me that is thinking too much.
but what left me feeling this way.

come on,cheer up jamie. :)
ya right.
jsut get lost,just out of my sight.
i dont want things this way.
but it's obviously not gona listen to me so i guess.
i'll have to resign to fate.
so act like everything is okay.
yes jamie,ACT. :D

2007-10-13T00:06:00.000-07:00

that's sam with the latest fashion.

spanky is so cute please!

wynne's baby.

was training at studio yesterday.
but guess i didn't seem to have train alot.
but i konw you meant good.
but i guess it's the way you express it makes me feel lousy.
demoralized,anxious,urge.
but it's the basic tat i have to get it right first.
yes JAMIE JIA YOU.

work at night safari later.boring la!
but no choice gotta work!
last but not least,tut rocks.

2007-10-11T10:32:00.000-07:00

she.
is such a good friend.
though sometimes we really disagree on certain things.
but sometimes our characteristic is too alike.
alike till we kinda have conflict over some things.
but when we're together we're like the craziest partner ever.
you wont be able to take it when both of us go crazy.
we have each other no matter ups or downs.
we shop together,sleep together,train together,
crazy together,play together,dance together,go toilet together.
and lotsa lotsa stuff together.

we always disturb each other.
we gave each other the love that no one can give.
no one understands us excpet ourselves.
we feel the same way and share the same thoughts.
B E S T I E.this is what i call soulmate.

and this is what i call sweet.

2007-10-09T00:43:00.000-07:00

cheeky us :)

dont cha wish you could smile like this again?

ain't he adora***?

cousin's baby!

have been working these few days.
and this whole week gotta work for five days.
anyway,earn more money before schol starts.
just kinda have some disagreements somewhat here and there.

school's gonna start soon.
gonna be able to see nessa zarra and yee moon once again!
we're going for shopping spree again ain't we?
shorts with zarra!
romantic princess with yee moon!
with nessa,just her cat.wahahahhas!
so are we gonna see belinda most of the time?
how sweet is that!

dunno what's going on between us.
dont even dare to think even further.
what's gonna happen?i dont know.
and i dont want to know.
or is it better if we just not know anything?
goodbye or make it work?

gotta work hard gotta train hard.
than keep feeling demoralised and stuff.
why not just pick myself up and start to train hard.
i know i have the amount of passion to fight.
and i'm willing to fight.
it's nothing to you,but it meant alot to me.
< >
this whole lot.is that much,yup! :)
NRA,dance.that's what i'm living for.
nothing beats this!

2007-10-06T10:13:00.000-07:00

own bed dont want to sleep,

sleep on my bed.

stare and stare.

the day we disturbed sinyang!

hmm dance was great.
i guess i realy have lots of passion for dance now.
but i'm still not there yet.
gotta train hard babe.
suddenly dont really feel good.
feel like venting it out.

bad day?still alright la.
dance seriously can make me forget about things at the moment
like smoking,those feel of forgetting stufffor awhile.
just keep dancing babe.
everyting is just like a dream,
it's gonna end.
and it's really ended,wake up from your dream jamie chan.
you're back to your own world :)
you're gonna be fine,no big deal.wahahahahhas!

2007-10-01T23:52:00.000-07:00

three some

formaL :)

the dope jacuzzi

in the chalet room

NEW REVOLVING AGE

pretty ivan

the girls

the guys

more updates of photo during the chalet.
wet head was really funny la.
everyone before and after expression.
session yesterday at wynne's studio.
or i should say lesson.haha!
teacher was teaching us some breaking la.
but guess teacher is kinda tired till he had headache.
guess he had a hard time teaching us all.
which he himself didn't get to do his stuff though.
went for supper after the whole thing.
with bjon wei kiat wynne giam and mel. :)
was so shocked.but hmm, :)

i dont it this way.
am i just dreaming?
is this just hallucination?

2007-09-28T02:37:00.000-07:00

the way i are

we are really out diao.

sam and me!

bjon don't cry

the game has started.

handsome us and pretty cash.

cash loves to act.

yang's forfeit.

just came back from chalet today.
i hate the aftermath of chalet.
sleep and wakeup without the feel of the chalet anymore.
i hate the last day of chalet!
because i really dont want it to end.
i don't like things to end.good things i meant.

anyway chalet was really fun.
we played lotsa game and have lotsa free time though.
the jacuzzi and sauna over there is dope shit!
chalet was really nice over there compared to other chalets.
it's been so long since i've last been there.
it's so nice gathering together and enjoying the feel
of being together everyday with NRA freshies.all of us :)
we session together eat together,play together dance together bath together
talk cock together i guess our bond got stronger after this.
i'm not going to forget all about this chalet.
always in my heart. <3

talking about some things which i dont wish it would happen.
but it happened.
stressed up life is coming up again soon.
gotta do something which i always feel half-hearted.
but because of him,i just wish i will play for him.
and play well,i dont want to disappoint him.
i dont want him to feel disappointed.
not just because he's been with me for so long.
guess he's also in a difficult position
but if i do start i really wish i will do it well.
and not doing it half-hearted and i guess he should understand me well.
now i gotta put both my heart on both places.
though my priority is still the other.
i will go back.
i dont want to feel the pressure that i felt before.
i guess i gotta do something about it.

I LOVE DANCE.
I LOVE ANN.

2007-09-23T14:34:00.000-07:00

ain't waiming pretty?

the bell is really interesting.

my boo

:)

i enjoyed chalet damn lot!
chilling,slacking,eating talking cock.
haha murderer was so fun with all of them.
everyone was tired so i guess this kinda things are bound to happen.
i guess i will really miss the bball people.
hopefully i'll be able to go down whenever i'm free.
i wanna enjoy and go crazy with them again and again! :)
bbq session was great all thanks to weiyan and daryl.
i just wanna say.i love soft toy!
i will really miss the supports i used to have
when i was playing polite.but i guess those moments shouldn't
be pending.i'm not too sure!

ooooo.my boo,my boo!

2007-09-20T11:50:00.000-07:00

my timetable is already out!
arrangement was not bad,but just some objections i want to make
haha we got no off day at all la.
we used to have lo!:(
haha but coun myself lucky though.
latest class ends at 4!wahahahahahas.
i tell you i can only say that is SHIOKNESS.

aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

2007-09-20T01:08:00.000-07:00

teary teary day.

haha know why?
that's the result of watching exchange love.
oh my god,the show is DOPE please!
the crying rate then i've analyzed with michelle.haha!
for the show "it started with a kiss" the crying rate is 5/10
for the show "one litre of tears" the crying rate is 10/10
for the show "200 pounds of beauty" the crying rate is 8 and a 1/2/10
for the show "exchange love" the crying rate is 8/10
watching too much drama is no good.
now my eyes is swollen! :( arrr.

this is just some of my feelings after watching drama
again and again and again.
i keep wanting to watch new dramas.
but watching drama is like making me going crazy.
everyday watch till around 4am then hop onto bed.
next morning supposingly able to sleep until 4pm but i woke up at 2pm
just to watch a few more episodes.
causing me insufficient sleep,and becoming a black panda soon.

okay,here it goes.
soemtimes i just realise drama is so unrealistic,
so contradicting.
the ending is always a happy ending
and you know if this person die,this drama sure cannot continue.
so definitely this guy wont die.
the guy being so understanding & protective towards the girl.
thought sometimes breaking her heart.
but breaking her heart not in a bad way just in a silly way.
trying to protect her even if it includes giving up his own life.
surprises,the sweetness and feeling for each other never fades.
the love ever so strong not reducing even a litte.
standing by each other no matter what.

no scandal going on,
never giving up.
go forward for whatever that is wanted and you'll get it.
as long as persevere and you'll be rewarded.
i'm afraid that's not so true.
perhaps only applies to me,in my life.

WHAT TO DO?DRAMA WHAT.haha!
crying laughing getting angry over the characters.
lots of emotion going on.
i guess i really feel for the characters.
relationship going through many ups and downs and gets stronger.
why does mind always go through ups and downs but get weaker?
haha,big big joke hur?
sometimes watching too much drama causes hallucination.

later counter today,BOO.

2007-09-18T02:15:00.000-07:00

new stud from bro :)

working in night safari is just simply so...
SHIOK.
haha so many gorgeous looking people visiting there.
my jaws dropped whenever i see one.
other than that,working there is kinda relaxing too.
rather than MNG,oh come on.that was during sales period though.
never work during sales period man.
you'll understand if you visited MNG during sales period.

i kept thinkin of what me and idiot wynne created.
haha,OPPA~ DIDI~ ONICHAN~ ah tam ah.
haha that was really uber silly i must say
but we just enjoyed it so much
we even did a recording inside aloy's phone.
that's how crazy we can get.
anyway a brief description of what happen during grilling session.
haha i seriously enjoyed the amount of time
spend with the TUT, :) really,lots of love.
didn't manage to take any photos cus i forgotten to.

cash chin sinyang ivan kitkat yew seng wynne jamie.
ALL MY LOVE. <3 MY TUT.
i guess i'm just so simply crazy over them.

something random,
because OH SHIT i'm seriously into online shopping now.
i dunno if it's a good thing or bad.
but i just simply enjoyed it.
now my letterbox is like my happiness.haha!
everyday checking if my stuff is mailed.
but to all: some suppliers can be trusted some not.
so BEWARE! :)
but some suppliers are awesome!

where's soulmate?
where's soft toy?
where's R?
where's twinnie?

2007-09-16T23:49:00.000-07:00

still not yet

spanky sleeping on my back.

oooo.spanky is so adorable ain't he?
but he's too big size and fat!
always want to eat.
no matter how much he eat,how full he is.
he sees food and there he goes again.
si ah bui.

just wanna say hmm about basketball?
i guess i have no more passion in it.
but i just wanna thank the girl's team for all
the fun that i had.we went through battles together
went through sweat together.
but i guess i'm still interested in playing matches
but i'm really afraid of the tiredness that i'm gonna
pay for if i continue two ccas.
it's really SUPER tiring and i really dont want
to make myself suffer although it's heartwarming winning
as a team and playing well as a team.

this it will never leave my leg.
i promise.but one day if you see it no longer stays
on my leg.means...........
it DROPPED LA!
but i'll take note,and carefully protect it.haha!
JOANNE BESTIE I LOVE YOU
BEAR I LOVE YOU
PRAWN I LOVE YOU & YOUR BLOG.WAHAHHAHAS!
MANDA I LOVE YOU FOR ALL THE ACCOMPANYs.
MEINING I LOVE YOU AND YOUR GAYNESS.
CHUN LIANG I LOVE YOU AND YOU.
sorry if i miss out anyone cus my brain aren't able to function.

other than the girl's team
i'll never forget the guys too. :D
those who stand by me during that day of the match
how nice cum sweet cum heartwarming when
they all surround you asking you what happened.
trying all methods to console you,
WOAH!in my life,i've never met one like this,
and i'll never forget this,i swear.
and especially mr leong xiuhan.
not forgetting weijun,ron,gabriel,ah pow,daryl.
XIE XIE NI MEN.
haha creating the best history of my bball life.

and most importantly,
not forgetting the SIMS family.
although i dunno how to play mahjong
but thanks for all the crayon shinchan. :)
and the rides home as well.thanks JJ!

2007-09-13T09:55:00.000-07:00

i love us.

i miss ugly toothies.
chin cash ivan yang wynne seng kat!
tmr tmr faster lai lai lai! :)
hehe!i can't wait to see you guys
it's been so long la!
ONLINE SHOPPING IS SSSSHHHHHIIIIOOOOKKK!

2007-09-11T02:35:00.000-07:00

SPANKY'S HOME

GREEDY SPANKY

spanky is so naughty he likes to run around the house
like running the 2.4km run.
i love disturbing him though.
he is super cute.
now he's not cute,
he just shit inside my room?
it's the first time oh my god!
i so feel like spanking him.argh!

seeing others in a "blissful" relationship sounds so nice.
it's natural to feel abit upset seeing sweet couples around thought.
i kinda missed the time i was like all other sweet couples.
starting of a relationship seems like a honeymoon.
everything a guys says is so sweet,
melts your heart whenever he sweet talk.
you feel loved,feel excited to meet up with him.
meeting up everyday and feels like when you dont meet him one day,
you'll miss him like crazy.
like omg,so so in love?
and after the honeymoon period ends,

things start to change he no longer send you goodnight messages
no longer sweet talk with you.
or perhaps just entertaining you.
you can say i think too much but come on,
who doesn't feel this way?
all human beings need to feel a sense of belonging,
it has to be the security of someone being there to
care and love you.
you start suspecting if he still loves you.
always waiting for his messages
or hoping he'll pop out to just give you a surprise.
but it's never gonna happen.

sometimes even hoping you both can sit down and have a good talk.
and whenever you cry,he'll hug you telling you he've realised that
he neglected you rather than when you cry
he just say you're crazy,cry for nothing.
i guess perhaps i met the wrong people.
if you ask me am i still thinking of him?
i should say yes,but whenever the thoughts of him reappears in my mind.
at least i got in control trying hard not to think.
keep myself occupied rather than making myself feel deadly.
how nice would it be to be in a relationship having someone there
to love and care for you.
but the feelings just turns me off when i think deep into it.
those process that you have to go through.eww,yuck!
tv drama are so unreal.
a good love,a sweet love,blissful one?
come on,i'm dreaming.please just wake me up!
it's just simply a no-no for relationships.
LOVE?what's love other than friendships,kinship.

2007-09-09T22:29:00.000-07:00

hehe!

yew seng feels good.

the dare that was being asked to do.

that's my chummie and weekiat being asked to do the dare.
wonder whose the one who suggest people to do this.
haha so bad right,aiyo dunno who.so evil!
but anyway wee kiat seems like he's enjoying.
haha!we all enjoyed ourselves dont we?

yew seng's chalet!

just some updates of photos from the yew seng's chalet!
anyway have been working these few days.
i just can't wait to meet up with TUT.
i want to meet up with cc june and dad as well.
not forgetting chummie,joanna,soulmate & hanhan!
gonna head back to sleep again.
haven't been sleeping enough
brother and qianhui is going overseas.gona miss them!
at least there's still spanky and mom for company!
hope they gonna enjoyed themselves over there.
gonna work later again!phew~
but luckily it's fun working there. :)
ben & jerry, bongo burger.tram rides. SHIOK!

"My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel"

"This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry"

"Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart"

this song is real meaningful speaks out the feelings i've felt before.
people who haven't listened to this song.go ahead! :)
it's real nice babeh!at least to me.

dedicated to T.U.T

2007-09-08T00:50:00.000-07:00

WYNNE
first stepped in to NRA.
not knowing anyone.
only knew wynne in the first place,
through NRA camp,we're in the same sleeping group.
when i first saw her i so wanted her to be my friend.
she always disappear from the room,
no where to be found.
we went to bath together,
she was very nice,not like what others said about her.
she's a different people from what others used to think about her.
get to know her yourself before even start commenting on her.

CHIN
never seen him in NRA before until the lesson after the
camp when this chin was asked to come out to show the class.
he is very tall and is most importantly very lame
he got nothing to talk to you about online
but when you go out with him,
he craps alot.and he's a DU SHU REN.
he always like to say "oh na ge jia you men de lo",
or "tou fa bi wo chang de hor."
he come out with stupid ideas.
and he dares to do anything.
even when posing as a girl
i love chin!he always entertains me with the OKAY~ & HAO~
that's my chin!

YEW SENG
haha this is my 6 years friend.
it's so nice after we've been so good all the way for 6 years
and it's still going strong.
yew seng is a BBOY,haha.
he wants to challenge invert!haha.which i guess i'm going to lose out.
so many things to say.
recently just gave him a surprise and he actually cried!
how touching is that. :)
that's MR NG YEW SENG

CASH
this is the siao kia popper.
everytime loves to pop here and there and always like to act.
haha he can come out with loads of crap too.
he's the china man~ haa!
he always the outkast often no one entertains him,
because it's too cold.
he's tall also.he always CAME.
that's my CASHIE!

KIT KAT
this is the siao kia beatbox!
haha my shifu but i'm not following up in beatboxing!
his beatbox shi dope de lo!
he always often CAME,together with mr cashie
he always act like laughing at your jokes then put up with the
not-funny face!
have a break,have a KITKAT. :)

IVAN
haha this one anything also dare to do
nothing he wont dare to do you just have to dare him
shouting in public eating tissue with chilli sauce
he will tell you no problem one.
haha and he always love to say "eh dulan liao hor"
standard one ah!
never never listen to mp3 together with him or
sit beside him cus when he starts to shout
you've got nowhere to hide.
and he loves "this is popping,this is locking..."

SINYANG
haha this is TRACY.
he's very cute and pretty,
he always like to shout "CLAP!"
he's always very loud in his voice
sinyang is handsome :)
hahaha but he very tiko peh.
everytime also want to grind.
his brother always itchy one!haha.
MY TRACY

2007-09-07T11:48:00.000-07:00

toopick! (anw,i was under this category)

clever people stay under shelter

outkast haha!

she's M I N E

still lasting

soulmate eh?

spanky with his good friend

alright all of the above is the class chalet that we had.
it was fun i must say.
talking about the things we used to do in secondary school.
how we always used to bully yong quan.
gathering was uber fun!
just except that i couldn't stay any longer.
but no matter what.i ENJOYED!
what makes it even more dope is the surprise we gave to yew seng!
I'M THE ACCOMPLICE!

*grins

aren't they sweet?

we gave a huge surprise to yew seng that he cried on the spot!
how touching is that? :)
he said it was the first time someone did that for him
last but not least, we're the UGLY TOOTHIES.
that's how sweet we are!

anyway the day before yesterday.
went to sentosa with prince spanky,he was naughty he went to ate sand
and came back home with diarrhoea.
see la eat sand some more.
anyway we did bully spanky,
we buried his leg with those sand!
but who ask him so naughty! haha.
take a look at the pictures! :D
I HEARTS SPANKY. ( but not when he bites me )

spank with sunglasses

that's me with spanky boy

that's bro with spank

anyway went to suntec to watch rehearsal which is
a good idea because i will not be able to make it for tmr.
jsut did abit of camwhore,
and watching DANCE.
and it was dope i shall say.
at least i didn't miss the full-outs :)
i get to see at least i work with no regrets.
anyway lucks to all groups in the finals
POSHBITES, 8 STEPS, ROUGH ADDICTS
F-BEATX, IN-BASS! and for ken,terence and alex's solo as well!
BIG BIG JIAYOU! :D
below are the pictures of camwhoring once again

N I C E

exaggerating face!

acting cute?

neutral face

2007-09-03T12:53:00.001-07:00

NIGHT SAFARI TRAM

once again,camwhoring

self-love!

it's the night safari's ladies

chan & ang

haha working at night safari is simply addictive.
especially when you got the right amount with no shortage and
extra money! haha. i love working there.
you got to see loads of hot guys! =x
i just saw one today who looks like zac effron!
omg,zac effron is simply so so hot!
denise have been tailing him all the way from the train
and alighting plus him going into the retail shop.
denise wants to snatch from me! haha.
he is certainly HOT!
anyway, went to watch hair spray with denise ang today.
hairspray was nice i should say.
ESPECIALLY ZAC EFFRON.
and not forgetting those steps choreographed by adam shankman.
dopeshit. old school dance,the 60's dance.
looking forward to tmr's lesson plus chalet!
haha just except that i'll certainly miss spanky and i guess
there'll be no "it started with a kiss" for me then.
poor me ~
anyway wont be able to catch finals on saturday.
i've been waiting and waiting but i guess i really have no choice.
because i really couldn't find anyone that could replace.
kill me please! i've been waiting so long and counting down
to the days to the suntec finals.
and now everything's gone! i'll be dreaming if i'll be able to go.
tell me i'm dreaming tell me someone is gonna replace me. :(
big big sigh ~
chalet's gonna be great i hope! :D
nights all, tata i'm going to have my beauty sleep.

2007-09-02T12:37:00.000-07:00

i'm NOT disturbing him

i'm NOT imitating this mr fat

spank wants to play mahjong too?

i suspect he's a pig

handsome fat spank

ooo.spanky doesn't like me.

haha alright today is all about spanky.
he's been real naughty.
i've got a love mark left by him on my finger.
all thanks to mr fat fat spanky.
went to work officially today.haha!
everyone there was so nice la,i really appreciate it! :)
been watching the show "it started with a kiss"
and doing online shoppping.just hope not everyone is like me.
doing online shopping if not i wonder what will it become in future.
haha,everyone shopping online and vivocity and orchard somehow seems nothing.
but i guess i miss travelling all the way ther to shop
shall go down some time then.
i'm so bored at home.but all thanks to spank.haha!
i miss cliques in ECH,
i miss cc and june and dad
i miss twinnie!
i miss mr charisma!
i miss T.U.T!
i miss freshie
i miss L <3 V E

2007-09-01T02:50:00.000-07:00

still not up to perfection.

DOPEST.

jamie's birthday.definitely not me!

midnight breaking session

it was jamie lim's birthday yesterday.
haha both of us get confused whenever someone calls "jamie!"
i think i'm gonna change my name.
went to eski bar to meet up with CLIQUES.
almost everyone was there already la.
but we only stayed there awhile only.
left there and head to esplanade and started off with our
breaking session was so wanting to try invert.
but after alot of attempts it's still not up to perfection.
it's not deep enough,man~
yew seng!wait for me hahahahahahahaah!
we'll do invert at chalet!wahahhahahahas.hurray!
windmill seems fun but it's not easy at all.
haha oh my,freshie seems to become like bboy already.
but nah,haha.dont think so!just for the fun of it here and there.
break from 12 all the way to 4 plus and left
to head to seven eleven for magee mee!
all of us was exhausted,sweaty,dirty and hungry.
but overall it was real fun! :)
I'VE ENJOYED.

2007-08-29T23:21:00.000-07:00

we own the lift.

yew seng's production

mcflurry craze

spanky wants to watch sytycd.

i'm looking forward to tmr's breaking session.
see some noobs breaking there.haha!
i wanted beanie! but then it's like so bite. haha!
the beanie was real nice black colour by adidas. omg la!
okay anyway went out with clique except kitkat and wynne
went to watch liscense to wed, the show was real nice please!
it was real touching la. :)
after that when wynne sent a message to all of us.
you see all six of us flashing and looking at our phone in the cinema
halfway therough the show. haha! united ain't we?
after movie went to fcuk around. haha! =x no la
we just went to walk around then to mac for deserts.
after which, HOME SWEET HOME.
tmr is gonna be a nice nie day i guess.
congrats to those who got promoted to B class! :)
jiayou people!
i love T.U.T
i love freshie
i love NRA
i love chilling session
last but not least,
i love ANN.

2007-08-27T11:59:00.000-07:00

ann is love!

he is DOPE.

shufang & me

WAH

me and reggae king

all i have to say is good luck to those who get into
suntec finals! i will support as an whenever i can! hehe.
love all! <3
ooo. and i just watched sytycd.
i simply hearts MIA MICHAEL. she rocks!
she's the dopest ever. and i guess i kinda fell in love with comtemporary.
but fat hope not even a simple turn i'm able to perfect it.
trying to beatbox now. haha!
like what ann said, distractions on the way within journey.
bgirl,beatbox. haha! but it's simply cool + fun!
my basic wasn't even there. come on jamie chan! :(
suntec finals on the 8th of sep!
lucks to all babehsss!

will i be the one? or am i just dreaming away?
my phobia is still haunting me.
and i can't change the image of a relationship.
it's scary, painful, heartbreaking.
so i'd never dare to try again.
i'm afraid. WHATEVER

2007-08-23T23:14:00.000-07:00

dong dong & me

threesome

camwhore session

smile!

:)

once again, me and han.

cutting the cake.

he's always like that.

close up

the birthday boy. :)

okay where shall we start?
stayed over at denise's place,
next morning was actually planning to wake up at around 8
but then end up we woke up at 11.
was super tired la,and we're sleeping like lazy bums.
woke up faster go prepare everything.
jinhong came over then went to plaza met up with gabriel
and then finally the arrival of the birthday boy.
he said food was nice and we showed him our presents.
he smiling when he saw my present for him.
so sweet~
after that went to gab's house to play ball? =x
and make our way down to boon lay cc to watch han play.
they played against pionner and they won! wee~
went to jj's place for mahjong.
tried abit,haha i'm really a noob at that man.
went to have supper and follow by west coast! :)
super enjoyed but best thing is he enjoyed himself la.

2007-08-19T19:58:00.000-07:00

ang ang ang~

just a moment of mischief

i was caught "studying"

my leg,my twist and lecture notes

spanky boy playing with bball

i detest studying and i do not want to study anymore.
i just want to go back to bed and sleep again.
i'm super lazy hopefully i'd be able to do the paper later.
:) cheers to all!
i **** soft toy.

2007-08-19T10:17:00.001-07:00

ESKI BAR

will you please keep it a secret?

von and me

D O P E S H I T

this is love too

this is love

shyness

photographed by chin.

the emo us.

our love so true.

it was a wonderful day to spend with them.
i totally love them.
it's seriously rich and complete day! :)
went to watch suntec heats a few really caught our attention
and some was the one that we wouldn't want to be.
shouldn't mention them but i guess they're gonna be popular.
*slaps own mouth.
after heats we went off to marina square to eat at cavana.
after left to watch fireworks.it was really nice!
glad i didn't miss it.
made a lot of sound while watching haha.
took loads of picture with that so-called-mr-bean-show.
have loads of fun with FRESHIES.
went to to eski bar after that to chill.
we almost turn the pub into a club?
haha it was real noisy with us over there i should say.
guess other people couldn't even chill la.
made a few other friends too.
real real fun i should say.
okay now i should f off to study right now.
if not i'm not gonna complete by 4am
which i will not have ample time to sleep.
i need rest.
after tomorrow,i will then fly freely like a bird.haha!
LAME la.but anyway before i leave here there's one thing i wanna share.haha

J A M I E my: miss me right
_ChiN ♥ KR famil: lol i dun miss u
_ChiN ♥ KR famil: we jus met ytd
J A M I E my: haha oh so until how long then you will miss me ah?
_ChiN ♥ KR famil: dunno nvr try b4
_ChiN ♥ KR famil: see when then i miss u
_ChiN ♥ KR famil: that will be the duration
J A M I E my: okay when you miss me must tell me uh
_ChiN ♥ KR famil: LOL
_ChiN ♥ KR famil: k

wow.chin!haha he's dope shit.
he's the sexy lady in T.U.T
his voice rocks when he sings.wow!
he do super "dopeshit" stuff.he's our love!

2007-08-17T01:52:00.000-07:00

E M O

me,my laptop & my hand

retarded!

woah finally finished with CD paper.
phew! (:
guess what? want to know joke of the day?
haha. i seemed very proud of this.
haha, yesterday i was all along studying for PPCM,
until yesterday i called zarra and conversation goes like this:
me:"eh hello zarra ah, tmr PPCM what time uh?"
zarra:"huh tmr i thought tmr is CD?"
me:"huh tmr CD meh?i thought is PPCM?"
zarra:"huh PPCM meh?wait wait.i go ask yee mun."
me:"okok. -.-" "
shock of my life man.
it was at 6pm then i started studying CD.
all the way till 4am, then woke up at 10 plus again.
went to school and do paper and i was like hmm,not bad not bad.
do finish paper heaved a big sigh.AT LAST.
but still left with PPCM paper.
UH!YESTERDAY WAS REAL TIRING I DEMAND FOR A BREAK!

2007-08-14T21:29:00.000-07:00

THE ROYALTIES; THE UGLY TOOTH

what's your problem?

me & king

this is gay-ing.

i miss dancing,
i miss cliques,
i miss the ugly toothies,
i miss BB,
i miss wou.

before i devote my life to the books,
i'm gonna come here and relac first.
anyway, yesterday went out with dad and cc + june.
i simply love their company. :)
these few days has really made me feel weird.
i dont like this feeling.
this unsure feelings,this missing.eeeeeee.
i dont like sia.
yesterday have been studying for CD
but i kept losing my attention i dunno why.
there's just too many temptations at home.

sometimes i just feel like i want to be a small lil kid.
so i can just hug or kiss anyone i like.
or just say i love you to anyone i feel like.
but you know that's impossible.
because we adults, saying and doing this kinda to anyone we feel like doing.
we'll face rejection, discrimination.
so i have a suggestion here.
i can go and tell people that i love them,
give them a hug or a kiss,
followed by taking a scotchtape and tape up their mouth
so i wont hear any reply from them.
therefore, there will be no rejection, no discrimination.

i hate studying,
my head is gonna just burst this way.
but i guess i have no choice but to swallow all of them.
unless i burn the papers and i drink.
but i dont think that will work
unless someone be the guinea pig to do that.

denise ang,dong & me.

that was the day we went out to chill with han.
that day he bullied me until i nearly died.
like he always do.
anyway i had a fun time with them.
hopefully i'll get the job at night safari.
:)
tata, i'm going to let my head explode!
with all the brain juice coming out.
WAHAHAHAHHAHAS. siao.

a moment of craze

2007-08-12T08:57:00.000-07:00

YYAAWWNN

introducing SPANKY BOY

finally spank spank is taller than me!

roar!stop bullying me.

me and ah spank.

cute zzz.(i'm saying spanky cute,not me!)

2007-08-12T07:55:00.000-07:00

O.O

MR NICE GUY

she've got style :)

look at cash!

"zhe yang zhou de zhao pian ye yao fang shang qu."

they're practicing dance,haha!

SHUAI

that is chin and cashie

have a break, have a KITKAT.

yew seng,stop bringing him out anymore!

KKKBBBOOOXXX

haha yesterday went down to suntec to give our support to
the seniors for their heats at suntec!
their dance was outstanding! :)
8 steps,remember to support 8 steps!
after the dance,took some photos and then left to ang mo kio for
beancurd,the beanburd was not bad seriously!
after that went to kbox at cine and sang all the way to six
in the morning was darn tired ad dozed off in the bus.
reached home & slept all the way till 3 plus then joanna came over
to acc me to "study".haha but we didnt' study at all la.
i gotta pull up my socks.pull until high high already.
haha,really got no more time to waste.
i've not yet started for PPCM.

simdogdog!

mingli & me!

lots of love to everyone :)
and for those who feel that things aren't worth at all.
think again,
enjoy your live to fullest abandon your past!
live in the present.

2007-08-08T14:25:00.000-07:00

we're the ugly toothies.

i'm definitely gonna miss this moment so much.
although we've always wanted it to end faster.
because it's really super tiring,
but after all this have come to an end,
i really wish the time will pause there.
it's really nice spending time with cliques.
it's so much fun.
not forgetting to mention the supporters we had from the NRA freshies,
and seniors.JAEI & PEGGY + NICOLE!big big thanks too.
it's our first performance first tme exposing to performance like this.
it's a nice opportunity just that it's a bit screwed here and there.
includin my own dance.eww~ argh,forget it.
we did quite nice as a whole ya?
that's what more important.
samantha for being the "DJ" announcing our item,COOL.
aloy and samsam for the "solo",haha!Powvel.
thanks johnson for being there too. :)
really thanks alot,i seriously appreciate it!
and sorry for delaying and letting you wait for our item.
it's gonna be nice nice sleep and study study & study now!
lucks for exam ewybudy! :D
sinyang,chin,cash,kitkat,yewseng,ivan,wynne
you guys are essential part of my life.
and not forgetting soft toy too.but argh,HURMPH.

2007-08-05T10:24:00.001-07:00

yew seng found a job.

my 6 years of friends.

sinyang trying to act like those girls.

chin trying to act serious.

not forgetting chun liang saying "i like to say to you "lub lub han han"
and jo always likes to say aiyo,XIA!

2007-08-05T01:02:00.000-07:00

MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE.

me and crazy partner.

me and bob the builder!

amanda goh is currently at my house now.
gabriel,are you jealous?
okay,yesterday was in school dancing from afternoon onwards.
was really super shag,but for dance i will.
full out,full out with ann.wow,it was really tiring.
after that sophan took over and did some editing.
went to eat with wynne at lot one,then went home.
on my way home boyfriend messaged.
i was already on my way home la,so dulan.
but for boyfriend i will. :D

really enjoyed my time with boyfriend and denise ang ytd.
watch secrets,rating 7 and a half /10.
haha the 1/2 is because of korkor
later kena whack by her then i know.haha!
there's only two things i will commit for,
which is dance dance and soft soft. :D

ugly tooth,let's jiayou for the performance.we can do it. :)
i guess it's gonna be the last time i'm balling,
so i just wanna say,
joanna: thought i dont get to play with you for the last game.
but i've enjoyed the time spent with you.i will cherish the time.
and you're really a good a reliable friend.
ahboy: haha thanks for sharing your unhappy moments with me.
glad i'm the one you can turn to at times.
manda goh: haha you and your gab gab ah.never forget the moments at
kim san leng though. :)
lynn: haha the siao char bo,i lose to you lo!
hongjinbao: haha woah this one eveyrtime waiming scores,it's because of you man!
and i'll never forget the "*hits,ni qu si la!"
bear: haha everytime also like to disturb me one,but indeed very very nice! :)
casslyn: haha the always "ni men bu yao qi fu weerong." haha!
merprawn: sweet&loving?no way!merprawn always act only lo.haha luck call,chit call,
gao call,haha power la your blog!super interesting.
chun liang: haha your laughter is so unique i've never heard one like yours
before never before ya!haha and your encouragement always works!
weerong: haha the one always laughing because of little things. :)
nice to play with you ah NYP! WEILONG.
meining: haha you ah my crazy partner never failed to go crazy with me anytime,
anywhere haha.especailly with your "xie xie uncle~"great play in polite though.
jojo: haha though i dont know you that much but your three point also zhun!
yiwen: haha erm i also dunno what to say to you but hmm,nice to know you!
korkor: haha i guess you will miss me calling your name kokor ya?haha but whenever
i sees you i will call you that.three point siao!
bob the builder: nice assist and stuff during polite!nice playing the match
with you around though. :)
chinghui: haha the well known ang mo kia.haha!tall tall meinu!
mingli: haha i dunno why they keep calling you seeguan mei but i dont think
you look like him la,so no worries.

to the NP basketballer,i lvoe you guys.
and i wil try to go down to support as an whenever i can.
i will try my best.
i love you guys,you guys are the one who made me continued to stay
in basketball this few months,
you guys are my motivation. :D you bet!

2007-08-02T21:16:00.000-07:00

it's not me!

i had a great great day yesterday i shall say.
was at home slacking and stuff with spanky making so much
noise i couldn't even sleep at all.
in the end i gave up,i came out and went to sit beside his cage
then use laptop and when i was beside him.
he became so quiet and he went to sleep.
i was so angry please.i could have sleep more!

was talking to boyfriend online,
left home and head to school.
was nearly late la,but reached in time.
everyone was kinda restless inside bus la.
because stupid gabriel took my favourite photo.
reached RP,went inside and SP people was already there.
starting warming up and took a few photos.
game finally started
didn't really played well yesterday's match.
just average i shall say.

weiyan made towel for the whole team.
it's so sweet of her la,
it's really nice too.
and thats something what the whole team has. :)
debrief and stuff and we went to long john to eat.
woah i sat beside boyfriend,i was so high.wahahhahas!
joking la uh.
not able to support today's game.
it's boyfriend last time playing in NP.
if i was given a chance i will definitely go.
but i'm left with no choice this time.
JIAYOU GUYS! :) enjoy the game will do.

went to play pool with han gab and manda.
haha,yes it's the SECOND TIME! :D
i was so glad but you know i was being bullied,
and i'm always being bullied by someone la.
not surprising if one day he dont disturb me ah
then i think something really wrong with him.haha!
LUCKS call BOYFRIEND.

2007-08-01T22:11:00.000-07:00

love this <3

anyway yesterday was in school training for butter factory.
didnt bring any because it was a last minute notice.
they're going to edit today again and i wasn't able to make it.
cus i'm having basketball match against SP later.
15 points?can we make it?
i believe as long as we try our best,
the rest doesn't matter.no pressure alright!
gotta continue learning the steps on friday.haha!
i hate it when i have to catch up with steps,
but i guess i'm left with no choice? hehe.
havent been supporting the guy's match due to dance.
sorry my NP guys, :) cannot make it for your last match this friday too.
gotta really catch up with steps.
sorry G U Y S.
baby fatty spanky is sleeping like a pig just now.
people sleeping then spanky kept barking,
people dont want to sleep already he sleeping like pig.
i've got no more time already have to start studying soon.
but i'm not starting yet.argh! :( i'm just too lazy.
okay then,am off to play with spanky!! :D

2007-07-31T07:45:00.000-07:00

S P A N K Y

i want to show off.

that's the dog bought for my bro's gf.
my brother is damn sweet right?
haha i know i know.because that's my brother what.
how i wish i have sucha nice boyfriend like bro la.haha
soft toy soft toy? *erhem
haha chey la,erm anyway went for test today in school from 5 to 7
the test was erm erm dunno how to say la.
speechless and i was really excited to watch my brother's solo
but i was damn agitated when i asked ms chong if i can go.
she told me
:"sorry ah i want to tally the scripts can you stay for like 5 mins more?"
KAO!by the time no more already lo.argh,what a waste man.
i seriously want to watch LIVE!
I MISS UGLY TOOTH.I LOVE I MISS!!
i love np basketball everyone. :)

2007-07-30T23:51:00.001-07:00

freaking fed up with this blogger thing.argh
i blogged so many la!!
and it was gone in seconds just like that.
anyway,
so what?i'm not gonna let this defeat me.
here i go again.

UPSKIRT

they made me do this

above i can explain
it's a suggestion made by han because he was bored.
boyfriend was such an idiot please.
me joanna and gabriel kena all this only.
when he didn't and he suggested it all.
he was so cheeky i tell you,if only you guys could see his face.
anyway i enjoyed yesterday's game it was really nice
and i bet alot of us enjoyed the game though.
like what laoheng said and i agreed to large extent.
winning or losing isn't important at all.
as long as you enjoyed the game.nothing else matters.
we basketballers should learn how to enjoy the game.
anyway last game against sp will be on thursday.
hopefully we'll enjoy the game again.
win or lose doesn't matter at all. :)
and i hope to end my basketball journey beautifully.
got test from 5pm to 7pm later and i really detest because
my brother is gonna perform later.
if only i can be there to watch him live solo.
can't believe i'll have to miss this again.
i hate it! :(
if i'm there to watch i'll definitely scream and shout just for bro.
wish lucks to my brother then.
i want live not video. LIVE!!
today is my last attachment and i'm gonna miss the kids for sure.

2007-07-29T10:33:00.000-07:00

good shot chan!

my face cramp.haha!

:)

number o2.

played against NYP dont think i played well though.
just a few lay ups that's all.
anyway, gonna have match against combined ITE tmr.
which i guess it's gonna be a no pressure match because ya.
well, as long as we play well and enjoy win or lose doesn't matter.
but i just hate the feeling of not playing well and
regret after that.just hate that so so much.
like the match against TP it was hell man.
the way i played totally screwed up.
i dont want to feel that way but uh, who wants?
just hope tmr will be a good one.
went to watch RE:MIX o7 yesterday.it was super nice
especially the one from fbodz.they are D O P E
entertainment, energy and excitement. three Es.
i guess that's what we hope to achieve for the performance
in butter fatory ya? ugly tooth, LET'S DO THIS. :D
soft toy, ILU <3

2007-07-27T22:54:00.000-07:00

spicy hot

the pyramid.

shuai right?

those photos so long ago one la.woah lao!
yesterday went to cecilia's birthday party but before that
was in school waiting for the dance practice but in the end it was cancelled.
waitied all the way till 1030 some more.argh!

rushed down to parkway parade sit until my butt rot la.
then have to go back cus i've already went pass my bus stop.
have to walk two bus stops la.omg!
enjoyed my day over at the hotel,
we really had fun talking about ghost stories and stuff.
brr,goosebumps man.

took bus home today my butt rot the second time.
bad day today i guess,
going to vivo to meet ugly tooth later! :)
i miss soft toy and i want to go with soft toy.
but i'm afraid i really couldn't make it.argh!
i'm abit short tempered today.phew!

2007-07-21T06:04:00.000-07:00

W O A H

haha okay that's me and han kay.
i looked damn fugly in that photo there.
but no matter what,it's the first picture we took after knowing
each other for three years.THREE YEARS.
damn unique and rare right?haha.
that's what i like about me & han
always rumouring about me and him and whatever.
but we're damn good friends.
after three years i'm still so crazy over him.
be it anything.i'm always crazy over leong xiuhan.
haha,anyway.yesterday was a tough day for me
i literally dragged myself home and i was super tired as i walk.
my eyes was closing and i can feel that i will faint anytime
plus that heavy bag and digging for my keys and sweating like shit.
oh my,i can say that feeling was really really bad.
anyway won the hiphop competition but then lost the bball competition.
aww so bad right?haha!

2007-07-18T15:15:00.000-07:00

some of the NP bballers.

they say i'm very very tanned.

alright it's been quite long since i blogged again.
haven't been having enough time la ah.
there's gonna be dance competition and basketball competition tmr.
my bag is gonna be so so full i guess.
and tmr's dance,omg la.so emo!
hopefully we'll all get things right. :)
it's super duper tired these few days i swear.
but it was really team bonding,or should i say clique bonding.
all of us go through so many ups and downs.
was really great to have spend time with them.
like yesterday from midnight onwards we are all chased away by poeple.
end up at wynne's condo,all the way til 5am?
all of us was damn shagged already la.
gonna continue for the last lap today.
tmr we should all be ready i guess. :D
still my soft toy.still missin my soft toy lots.
cuddling my soft toy to bed everyday. wee~

2007-07-15T00:28:00.000-07:00

ok i'm camwhoring.

didn't went for NRA these two days.
was busy with basketball al the way.
but it's fun having to go basketball.
sometimes though haveing two ccas is really tiring but,
i feel that i love both the ccas.
the bond is there,there's no way i can leave both now.
i miss soft toy, i super miss soft toy.
but whaatever, i've got to be dependent on myself. :)
it's gonna be super tiring these few days again.
friday's gonna be competition,
though there's lots of politics,
but i feel that we must differ from the rest.
all teams must get into top 5.
no matter what,no hard feelings.
we're all as one.we win as one too even if we're different teams competing.
as long as we enjoy ourselves alright! we are the NRA freshies. :D
hope bballers are gonna enjoy the steamboat today alright!
it's gonna be my loss to miss this whole thing.
but i really have things on,forgive me my ballers.
thanks soft toy once again!!

2007-07-12T00:30:00.000-07:00

studiosixteen :)

emo leh.

okay i must admit it's really time constraint.
it's really tiring having to commit in two ccas.
it's like shortening my life and i feel real tired.
everyday goin home around midnight.just for dance + bball.
i'm worn out. :(
but for the sake of dance competition,
ad for the sake of my NP bballers.
i'm willing to do this.
i'm going to fall sick if it still continues like that.
haha so i must drink more water right?
take good care of myself right?
gotta attend school also.have been skipping lessons recently.
NP bballers are my motivation towards basketball.
i <3 you guys. :D
NRA cliques,i love you guys too.
I LOVE ANN too.

2007-07-08T02:30:00.000-07:00

i'm the one on the left.

super dope right? haha no la actually i didn't manage to do the stunt la.
i didn't manage to hang there.
give me time man i want to balance there man.
i just reached home from studio super tiring man
but didn't do anything much there also.
super slack there la. i'm too lazy =x
tmr got touch rugby again, i feel like skipping but i can't.
i miss soft toy
& i miss R too. :D
after touch rug tmr will be bball practice.
gonna be a tiring day tmr! adios ~

2007-07-05T02:49:00.000-07:00

D O P E

after.

MUAH CHEE?

we're asked to do forfeit.ROLL ON THE SAND.

halfway through.

we're literally playing STUPID games.

me and WYNNE.

that day at sentosa! MY CLIQUE. <3

finally i have time to update my blog. haha!
actually i have loads of time but i guess i just didn't spend them wisely.
but i did spend them meaningfully.
by going to studio and break or play with cliques!
enjoy my time with them man. :)
oh anyway projects start to pile up again already.
just finished IT test today and i guess i'll most prob fail.
IT project i've got a C, what the hell!
got lots of things missing i guess.
having street jazz class later! wee~
should have join cliques at the studio but bro came to fetch me
cus i wanted to go home take a rest first.
i need a rest! i dont want school.
tmr play and motor skills. UH MAN~
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ROCKS. <3

2007-06-29T21:37:00.000-07:00

i heart yee moon.

we're really that bored.

IT lesson is boring.

they're 1A01 favourite clique.

gotcha!

those was taken during class ytd.
there's still one more pictures which my favourite clique loves to do
which is take picture of people sleeping
we have vanessa sleeping and me sleeping.
wad about yee mun and zarra?not yet! haha.
wait till they sleep then we'll take action haha!

haha i bet the three of them laughing like hell
when they took this picture.
anyway MR CHEONG go through IT with us yesterday
i wasn't able to catch any ball.
but not only me,alot of us la!
guess i'll be failing this IT module and repeat.
I DONT WANT!! :(
basketball training was fun yesterday
wasn't really that tired la.
thought we're gonna have any physical training but luckily.
after basketball we were all joking around at the void deck area.
went to eat with the team plus ah dong they all.
after HOMIE!!!!!!!
i'm missing NRA.NRA people,studio and my clique is NRA.
i can't wait for sunday to come together with NRA TO SENTOSA! :D

2007-06-28T00:02:00.000-07:00

chilling session.

this is dope!

haha i got the feel to blog again!
didn't have a nice long sleep recently
not until today! haha i finally get to sleep from 3 am all the way till 130pm
now tell me how enjoyable that is. :)
going for jazz class at 9 later. but going to studio earlier to play!
wahahahhas. to "practice"
having time with cliques is totally SHIOKNESS.
they're my love. :D
just passed up two projects,but they're still alot coming up.
test for play and motor skills tmr! OMFG.i haven't studied yet.
give me a break can? argh.

2007-06-25T08:47:00.000-07:00

at last i'm free from job!
omg,that job is really killing me shortening my life i guess.
school today,doesnt really have any mood to study.
brother fetched me to school went to eat macdonald before that.
then he fetch me all the way to my block so sweet right?
haha!jealous?ya right.
didnt went for sports and wellness today.
aint feeling that good today either.
guess because of severe insufficient sleep.
i still have yet to complete my projects.i'm dead meat.
i'm tired damn damn tired. :(
went for bball training today it wasn't tough at all.
super slack,just did some basic trainings that's all.
there's NRA tmr,which comes to show i'm gonna see khakis again!
i gotta rush project tmr.i still have not done yet
and wednesday is the deadline.kill me please!
totally dont have,totally low or not even a single. :(
bad, so so bad.

2007-06-22T08:39:00.001-07:00

and hello..
i'm not trying to show off my breast.
but come on la,read my t-shirt man.
okay,it's super tiring having to work evreyday from 930am to 1230am
now tell me how dope is that?OMG.
it's seriously can die especially consecutive three days runner.
but luckily they gave me fitting room today.
and luckily we always eat snake. =x
after this i'm going to fucking sleep.
fucking get as much sleep as possible!
but i tell you at the end of the day there's onyl one word to describe.
SHAG......................................................
i keep having the thinking to quit.
i can't stop but think that it's too over already la.
where got people like that work and some more in between 930am to 1230am it's
only one hour break?kao.how to survive sia?PHEW.
i wanna die,i hope i wont be a runner tmr man.
love today's dance class.
I LOVE NRA.
and i love my boyfriend.he's having camp now.wahahhahahas!
i'm gonna miss him so badly ya sfx? haha!

2007-06-19T08:50:00.000-07:00

have you ever seen girls taupok guys before?

look at ks!OMG!

it's all david's fault. =x

the 50-dollars pose.

i'm having hangover la.
i cannot forget i keep remembering about the camp.
it's so darn fun.
everything is just so nice.
i'm so looking forward to see everyone la!
i want to do 50 dollars pose.
i want i want i want!!
i wanna go retarded i can't wait seriously.
friday,please come!HURRY. :D
ks,king holy & auntie.and all my NRA crew.oh yea man!
LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE <3
i'm totally and deeply out of my mind.

2007-06-17T21:17:00.000-07:00

he's my couple.nice isn't he?

this is mingli.i <3 her!

during the nightwalk. my seniors are so artistic.

he's super cute, he's our reggae king.

okay all i gotta say is the camp was DOPE.
especially during the bond night.it's super fun.
other than that,nightwalk is equally fun with aloy.
camp was realy successful except the stupid taupok. =x
me and wynne was real naughty la!
but come on,forget it.haha i realise taupok is so common in NRA.
but there's always only one person who kena taupok.
and gatsby comedy that the seniors did was damn dope!
willie and kaifeng was nice being our GL.
everyone was damn fun & humorous and nice!!
the ice breaking + the dog and bone game is nice too.
morning PT was tiring,i dont wanna run!
spend alot of suffering moments, when we was so tired and wanted to close
our eyes we got no choice but to continue training for the showcase.
we didnt get much sleep though.but everyone didn't sleep much either.
our CD group doesn't have much people performing compared to other groups.
but it was still successful. :D
though the camp real tires everyone,
i love the NRA camp. DDDOOOPPPPEEE!!

2007-06-12T22:48:00.000-07:00

i seriously love this hoods jacket from pull and bear.
and i love the shorts too!
yesterday morning went to school early in the morning
for the bball training.
and i must say, i seriously had a great time with my team mates.
they're super nice and super fun to be with.
i really wanna go for bball camp too.
but i guess i really will not be able to make it.
after training went out with yee mun and zarra
to bugis to shop! haha. guess i really canot control the way i spend $$.
but i will try la huh.i'm improving already.
after walking around, went to starbucks to chill.
started talking about old stuff,history cum memories.
haha!we had lots of fun please.
after that went to meet yew, then to school for dance lesson.
and as usual, lesson is never bored with NRA people. :D
they're my greatest love! im looking forward to the camp.
i miss my sfx!!
and as times goes by,things will eventually get better.
because it's already in a very worst state now.
i'm outta control and not understanding anything about myself anymore.
i dunno what i'm doing dunno what i'm thinking.
and i dont wanna know anything or everything. :(
_|_
i'm so darn tired and i just wanna sleep.

2007-06-10T10:53:00.000-07:00

i just wanna say that i am totally
S P E E C H L E S S after seeing the big groove performance.
i seriously got nothing to say.
there's nothing to comment about.
it's totally just knocked me out.they're super dope!
i seriously enjoyed today.
it was one of the best day of my life :D
i heart NRA. <3

2007-06-09T11:17:00.000-07:00

that shows how much i <3 yee mun

jolin nessa & me

anyway yee mun says she's going to pluck all the stars for me.
haha,anyone wana pluck stars for me too?
or maybe bring me to watch sunset or sunrise?
or wanna pluck armpit hairs for me?
thanks but no thanks for the armpit hairs alright.haha!
had a nice day in school on friday
took many many photos in play motor skills lesson
haha we always always chat and play during play lesson
isn't that suppose to be play?
haha seriously her lesson is like singing lullaby,
it makes you fall asleep.and then suddenly you will feel cold
know why?cus of some lame stuff that she will be saying.haha!
but she always smile which will make you smile too.
got bobby and manda crashed over my house today.
it was fun with them,
we chilled, gossip, watch movies, bubble tea, laptop, eat.
<3 much much love much much love for people around me.
ya SFX hor hor?
tmr going over to granny's place then to cc's match
followed by going to watch bro's dance. :D
i love bro and i have other motives too. =x
but most importantly i love dance.haha!

2007-06-07T02:12:00.000-07:00

i still remembered this photo la!
it's when i volunteered to help teacher la.
it's damn fun but i look like ghost.
but because the task was to use my leg to draw on the paper la
some more it's using the left leg okay!
anyway it's super bored at home man,i miss bob!haha.

dunno why some people ah will ask people to scold vulgarities one hor.
still ask me scold more,
woah this person good man HOR?

2007-06-06T21:19:00.000-07:00

BOB & MIE.

but at least we did abit of revision right?

that's the amount of junk we consumed last night.

it's a super enjoyable night ytd over at bobby's place.
i seriously love her grandma,
"SO HOT MAN" haha a stylo milo grandma i love :D
durian, chocolates, tibits and candies.
we're so sinful right? but it's once in a long long time.
so should be fine ya? at least i weigh myself and my
fats percentage isn't that much actually. haha!
we watched deja vu which in the end we really catch no balls.
well at least we did abit of revision.haha!
had morning breakfast with denise ang!
i feel loved :D this is the way man.
live life to the fullest.
thanks to all my friend who keep my time occupied.
why do my heart skipped a beat? :(

2007-06-05T21:40:00.000-07:00

favourite <3

i love licking chummie.

K-I-S-S-I-N-G

me and chummie.

i love chummie kuah yeng ching.
hahah! went to eat suki sushi with chum ytd.
cus i was kinda craving for salmon
but my usual apetite for salmon was suddenly gone la.
after eating suki went straight down for interview la.
i got my job but it's only temporary la they'll discard me after that.
gonna work from the 19th to 28th so hopefully there will
be no dance training cus i seriously dont wanna miss dance!
seriously dont want man!
dance is my life,my energy.cannot miss a single training.
well after interview went down to airport with chum and her tiny eyes.
went there and was suppose to stud but i end up playing and talking.
and not doing any revision for today's test.
but luckily, today's test wasn't difficult la,still can handle.
SDEBB: thanks ah,haha gess you'll know what i mean.your blog is nice!
or i should say only that post? =x i'm famous already la.haha!

anyway this SDEBB of mine is also not bad la.
he's very very nice and he always never fail to make me laugh.
or i should say always never fail to make me feel like slapping you.
just overall very nice indeed. :D

BOBBY's PLACE TODAY! :D i'm lookng forward to it. wee~

2007-06-02T21:14:00.000-07:00

the drunken shits.

madness!

handsam.

caught in action!

can i lick you?

cc is jealous.

the four of us :D

my cc

my dear june

kiss kiss la.

skyride. :D

that's the nightlife at sentosa - cafe del mar.

it's reallly fun going to sentosa acting like tourist.
and tour around sentosa,
nightlife there is the best.
i seriously enjoyed! :D
anyway there's discount going to underwater during this june holiday!
up till 26th june so waht are you guys waiting for?
UNDERWATER WORLD ALREADY LA!
adults only $13.50, i'm like advertising for them
but please remember to bring you IC along when you're buy tickets.
we tour around the beach, took the skyride,
went to the underwater world and took a look at the cafe del mar.
barbeque and nightlife.cool can,COOL.
it's seriously damn cool can!
let's get drunk let's GET DRUNK, :D
but please dont do anything stupid when you're drunk,
or it'll be a joke for life.
i got disturbed all the way,and i guess these wont stop.
we've all had some ugly jokes. =x
anyway,must start with work already.
live life to the fullest in this way!!
i'm super super exhausted please. SUPER DUPER.
I LOVE MY charlie and my angel.

2007-06-01T09:06:00.000-07:00

know how bored is it?

high high high.
it's really that bored in class okay.
IT lesson is seriously crap i think.
i dont even know what i'm doing inside class la
and i guess i will most prob fail this module.
or i should say most of us will fail this module?
lesson today really makes me feel restless,
we just talk like nobody's business throughout play lesson.
totally not in the mood for any lessons today la.
jsut wanna go home and rest and slack man.
guess i'm totally numb now,
totally inhumane,and i wish i am cold blooded,
i just wanna have no feelings at all. :D how nice would be.
going to celebrate june's birthday tmr,
going to malaysia to celebrate!i'm looking forward.
you seriously make me feel disgusted with your replies.
yucks!you suck.
ABCDEFG=ABOYCANDOEVERYTHINGFORGIRL.
GFEDCBS=GIRLSFORGETEVERYTHINGDONE&CATCHESGUYAGAIN.
things would be better if it's that way.
you-know-what are useless,
they are all even more cold blooded than me.
i've learnt enough lessons already, just stop everything man.
how many lessons do i have to learn?
i had fallen in love with a clone.
but i'm glad it's all over.
or should i say everyone's a clone?cus they're all you-know-what.
you-know-what is such an ass.
i'm becoming more and more fat,i need to run
& i need to dance to burn burn the fats.
oooooooooooooo, i miss R! :D

2007-05-30T06:49:00.000-07:00

cam-whoring.
managed to finish my assignment in time,
hopefully i'll be able to get good grades cos
i did it all with my eyes half-open.
i was real sleepy but i gotta complete if not i wont feel good.
anyway,still got the observation tool to do
but i've gotta photocopy it first,
if not it will be dirty, cos i've been scribbling on the paper.
after this, shall not relax anymore.
still got one assignment and one test to go.
and the IT assignment is suicide i guess.
i'm craving for salmon, "it's samon, not salmon, pronounce it without the L."
haha, that's wad i've learned from juliana today.
of course not! haha.i've learned CD la, CD!!
i guess things are better off this way.
i've jus bought her world. gotta spend my time reading later. wee!
tmr's vesak day, guess i'm gona sleep the whole day away!
i'm super super tired.
help me do my assignments and test will you?
_|_ (o.O) _|_ be a good boy and share alright?

2007-05-29T09:29:00.000-07:00

bud trying to act emo.

outing! :D
okay i'm like such a lazy bum,
i'm not doing anything constructive now,
instead i'm just taking out my laptop and starts blogging.
but anyway, i'm just so lazy and angry with the assignments.
i'm angry and i didn't want to do anymore.
give me a break man! argh.
there's test coming up on 6th june plus the
IT assignment (whole chunk of it) to be handed in on the 8th june.
went for attachment today,haha.this line is really like
training your patience, sometimes you just feel like doing something
that you're not able to do. argh!
tmr is school again, lesson is till 5 again. oh man!
i'm craving for SPASPASPASPASPASPA.
R R R R R R R R R R R R R R R R R.
the rest doesn't matter to me anymore.
anyway i should have longed knew that all this would be coming.
you should know, jamie chan.
this should even have started in the first place.
at least you've not get out of it,
but this is the hardest period & i gotta stand strong.
and i believe i'm not gonna break down that easily.
i will get over all this soon.

2007-05-28T09:23:00.000-07:00

i'm lost at words.
but anyway i just found out something which i realise
i shouldn't have.
too bad i wanted to know so badly.
and i realise i've got no rights at all,
i shan't interfere.it's non of my business.
because there's nothing on between us.
so i guess let's just let nature take it's course.
cos i've already lost all the faith & confidence in you-know-what.
WHATEVER! as long as he returns safely,
the rest is none of my business. :D
i will always have people with me who will cheer me up & make me smile.
thanks to mr-ah-lian-pose.
which makes me seriously laugh out loud to myself alone.
even though it's just a little thing that people out there do,
i've learned to appreciate and cherish.
i'm in a bad shape now,
but i'm gonna recover again soon.
it's not a problem, not a problem at all.
piles & piles of assignments needed to be handed in during june.
test test & test.
can someone just slap me to death?
or just make me laugh to death.
i need to replenish myself with enjoyment, fun joy & laughter.

i had a bad day :(
the Rs. come come!motivate me.

2007-05-27T21:47:00.001-07:00

I LOVE THIS SERIOUSLY.

can you understand how bored is class?

we're retarded.

the last pic.

we continuous shots.

we're er...acting cute?

during play class!

me and zarra!
now you can really see how bored is class.
we're supposed to discuss about the question on the screen.
but we're all taking photos!
so bad right?haha.that's life,
but it's us who suffers in the end la. =x
anyway,was super super happy cus of the Rs?haha!
i'm so gay!
went to study with sfx and dong ytd at mac.
he keeps disturbing,he's an real idiot i should say.
real real big big bully!
will be meeting chum today!i'm looking forward.
life is good now,shall live life the fullest just like what he said.
:D
WALK AWAY

2007-05-26T00:33:00.000-07:00

in class during play.

:D
it's so bored staying at home.
luckily ting came to accompan me,
but there's gonna be work later on man.
first time working, and abit last too minute.
seriously fuck you all.
i'm sick and tired of playing all this sicko mind games.
but all thanks to SFX ah,
haha,your words seriously motivated me sia.
and the Rs,cc.you are all the best.lots of love.

2007-05-23T06:11:00.000-07:00

that's when the chef starts to cook.

evidence of being scalded by the oil.

er soon la.

it's halfway done!

dinner time! =)
dong came to my house to cook!
haha,both of us are so broke that we had to stay home to cook.
the food was nice actually.
but dong actually scalded both me and herself la.
school was not bad today,as usual.GOSSIPS!
what's a girl called a girl without any gossips?
disappointment and disappoinment,this will never end unless
i stop it all myself.
come on man,i guess i'm still not occupied enough.
chan no use doing all this,
you're getting nowhere.seriously nowhere except disappointment.
go to hell,!@#$ MY LIFE.

2007-05-21T08:55:00.000-07:00

my NRA dance bud.
anyway,life is not getting any better
except the friends around me,they're the one to pick me up when i fall.
those whom i treasure alot alot.
thanks guys,by letting me fall on you =)
guess everyone is starting to feel stressed up.
cus we've got lots os assignments and test piling up already.
starting from tmr onwards,
things will start to keep my busy which is a good thing.
cus i wont end up in my sweet dreams which turn out to be hell world.
did stuff which i have never did before.
walk and eat at the same time.
guess what?there's this flying cockroach which madde
me screamed like hell.the first time i screamed because of an insect.
a note to all guys:
it is a must to give the girl assurance,warmth,security and
always let her feel that she's important. =)
always say out how you feel,dont keep your feelings to yourself.

2007-05-20T10:45:00.000-07:00

that's ronin omalley!

ronin & yew seng!

went out with a few of them.
watched movie and did some catch up it's been so long since we've met up.
since secondary school isn't it?
but anyway,we had a nice time today.
played daytona.first time,i was the last.
the second time i was third!i won wee kiat can you believe it?
anyway,wont be able to play youth cup this year.
but i guess it's what i wanted.
or maybe i should say i'm comforting myself because i couldn't get in/
perhaps this way i got more time to complete my assignment i guess.
i'm becoming real rusty i guess,
it's so last minute when i decided that i wanna play ball.
cus perhaps bball is the closest way i can relate to you.
anyway,whatever la ah.
not gonna have lessons for FE tmr,
but will be a test on tues!guys better study ya!
hopefully i'll be a good girl and study too.
and not spend time thinking of those nonsense.
move on jamie chan,come on la,is that the best you can do?
ALL OF THE MEMORIES SO CLOSE TO ME JUST FADE AWAY.

"Over You"

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

2007-05-18T08:24:00.000-07:00

that's me when vanny was trying to disturb me.

me & yee mun :)

me & zarra (:

me & vanny :)
a few of my very good course mate.
played with playdough today,didn't even went to play la.

you made me feel lost,
you made me not knowing what i'm doing.
one moment i was on top of the world,
the other moment i was kicked right down to hell.
my mind is twirling and whirling around,
back and forth in and out again.
fuck off _|_
SO MUCH FOR MY HAPPY ENDING.

2007-05-17T21:13:00.000-07:00

"What Hurts The Most"

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

absolutely fits my mood now.
never go back,never turn back.
just forget it and move on.

2007-05-17T20:23:00.000-07:00

my face looks pale.
okay i should really say that assignments has really started to pile up.
so doreen,wait till i'm free okay! =)
your concept and my concept towards guys are the same.
alright yesterday morning went to school's library trying to do some work,
but guess wad?i ended up playing with games.
haa,chummie's game really tempting.i just can't control.
i just feel like landing my hands on the keyboard and play.wahahahas!
anyway,good friends came to find me in the library.
went to join them after that.

i'm happy with my life now,i'm satisfied and i feel loved.
i seriously enjoyed ytd at the library.
it was really heartwarming though they keep disturbing.
so what?at least i felt loved and no pressure,
thanks clique for yesterday.seriously thanks!
thanks for gossiping about her along with me =x
although i seriously lost my glam-ness.
anyway i'm always so unglam also la.
thanks for letting me feel that life like this is good enough.
after leaving np,
went to yishun to find cc along with dong.

thanks to all people around me & being there for me.
it's already more than enough.all of you are greatly loved.
i'm satisfied already.
seriously showing my love to all of you.
you should knwo who you are. =)

i'd rather there's no you,
i dont want to return to square one.

2007-05-16T09:32:00.000-07:00

when i was talking to family.
RIPPED APART,BROKEN,TORNED.
let it go chan,say goodbye. =)
there's ever been a better time to be young,
free and unattached.
a toothbrush for one in the bathroom doesn't make you a loser.
thanks to women's independence, we no longer
need a man to bring home the bacon,
which allows us to be more selective in love.

2007-05-15T22:20:00.000-07:00

UH ACT CUTE SOME MORE.

ya smile SMILE!

what am i doing la?
was damn bored at home yesterday that's why take all those photos.
am in school right now,doing nothing.
just slacking around in school before next lesson starts.
i'm super tired please,still couldn't sleep well.
but i guess at least i'm improving.
oh well,it has to be like this,there's no other way out.
just get used to life like this.
at least with SFX there,life would be so much better cus of his craps.
that idiot.he cannot make it seriously.
plus all my buddies and khakis around.
i feel that i'm still loved by people around me =)
i have to say i have to go through this one more time again.
which i really dont wish to but i have no choice.
why should i care when you dont even give a damn?
just concnetrate with my studies, my cca will do.
dance and basketball can definitely occupy my time!
i wanna get over it and done with.
no point brooding over it anymore.
you're not important to him anymore.you're not his priority.
he's saying things but he's not doing anything.
_|_(o.0)_|_

2007-05-10T21:21:00.000-07:00

she said she likes this.

thanks buddy!

woah my smile so real.
wasn't really a nice day.
but it's what i wanted.
because i can't tortures anymore.
spill everything out at once,which makes things really goes worst.
but since what's done is done.
all i can say is what i've alwasys wanted to say & move on.
all i asked for is just that simple task.
there's no need for a 9,999 roses,
there's no need for ring,necklace,jewelleries.
there's no need for anything fanciful,expensive.
all i asked for is just time,sincerity,comfort,security & love.
it's not just words that says it all.
it's action to prove it that's all.
i just want to feel worthwhile.
you didn't realize you've been neglecting me?
i guess i've got nothing more to say.
i've already said al that i've wanted to say.
i just wanted a lil more attention that's all.
things will eventually fade away,
everything do change,but i didn't know the change will
be so unexpected.such a big change.
the feeling right here is what you wouldn't understand.
this is killing me,but i will survive.
i understand that you're tired,
and couldnt even feel like saying some sweet stuff.
i understand that trainings are inevitable.
this feelings are bound to happen.
i can't take this feeling.
as all this feeling collage together,
it seriously can end my life,perhaps i'm exaggerating
but i'm a weakling.
i can't take all this seriously.
i can't take disappointments especially.
once and again,time and time again.it still happen.
all i can do is just keep quiet and be understanding.
once bitten,twice shy.
at least now i'm not gonna add on to your stress.
no one is gonna pester you for any messages.

2007-05-09T05:46:00.000-07:00

some funny stuff to share cited from emails:
-save water.
shower with your girlfriend.

-behind every successful man, there is a woman.
and behind every unsuccessful man,there are two.

-children in backseats cause accidents
accidents in backseats cause children.

-"your future depends on your dreams"
so go to sleep!

it's kinda lame though but then it really made me smile.
lesson was tiring today,
lectured followed by lectures,phew man!
but luckily juliana let us off earlier,
if not we'll all be dozing off in class i guess.
my stomach is still ain't recovering well.
same old pattern,the toilet has now become my second home.argh!
i seriously hate this feeling.but who likes it anyway?

dance yesterday was fantastic please!
stayed will quite late then after that bro came to fetch
went to eat then head back home.
i'm dead beat & i'm choking.
i almost can't take it anymore! :(

2007-04-22T00:50:00.001-07:00

=)
alright.i was so fustrated when i found out my brother
actually went to hide my phone la.i feel like killing him.
i was searching up and down the house for my phone,
trying to recall where i put it after i called chummie.
in the end i gave up,picked up my house phone dialed my number.
and guess wad?stupid brother hide it inside some random plastic bag!
i so so wanna smack him in the ass.
it's just so bored at home and it's always like that.argh!
anyway just wanna share something again,
after reading the her world magazine.

MARRIAGE RULES HAVE ALSO CHANGED...

THEN:choose a partner of the same status.
NOW:background dont matter.communication and chemistry are more important.

THEN:put aside your relationship when you have a child.
NOW:prioritise your marriage by leaving time aside to romance each other.

THEN:sex becomes less important the longer you're married to each other.
NOW:it's no shame for a wife to enjoy -- and initiate sex -- at any age.

THEN:wives do the housework.
NOW:chores are divided,negotitaions are allowed.

THEN:seek professional counselling when the marriage is in hot water.
NOW:preempt problems from the start by learning helpful relationship
skills through couples' workshop.

i somehow like the the fourth one.haha!make sense right?
anyway there's still some others which i think seriously make sense.
and there's also this "some things we take for granted" section.

OlD RULE:call him your boyfriend after you've held hands.
NEW RULE:dont assume anything until it's been discussed.

OLD RULE:he's serious when he asks you out.
NEW RULE:you're not the only woman he's checking out.

OLD RULE:guy should hit on girl first.
NEW RULE:go ahead,make the first move.

OLD RULE:he brings home the bacon
NEW RULE:he loves your financial independence...sort of

hmm.new generation now.haha!thing have changed.

i love this part.seriously love the following part.
"love is a classless emotion that can make any of us act out
in unexpected ways,from the whimsical to the bizzare."
when things turn sour,there's really no degree or certificate that
can guarantee you'll stay level-headed.
we may think that high-fliers who hold big jobs can tale anything
that comes their way.but grappling with a broken relationship
isn't the same as negotiating million-dollar deals.and not
everybody parts with a golden handshake.

"no one can exist solely to fulfil someone else's needs."
so if your narcissistic drive is that powerful and you need that
sort of self-fulfilment all the time,it will be a terrible affront
to you if the other part withdraws,and your rage will then drive you
to seek out that person to make him come back and feed your needs.

and guess wad?this part is real interesting.
recent study found 84 per cent of woman have fantasised about
killing someone - almost always a love rival - it's not so far-fetched
to say that we all have a latent time bomb waiting to go off.
and i the clock gets started,your IQ cando very little to defuse it.
so moral of the story : best thing is daddy doesn't let mummy go crazy.
=) i love HER WORLD.

2007-04-19T09:47:00.001-07:00

just read a magazine and i would like to share some stuff with
all of you. =)

"use these cheesy pick-up lines on girls"
pick up line #1:
"can i borrow 10 cents? i need it to call my mom to
tell her i just met the girl of my dreams -- you!"

pick up line #2:
"do you have a band-aid?i just scrapped my knee falling for you!"

pick up line #3:
"do you have a map?i just keep getting lost in your eyes!"

pick up line #4:
"are your legs tired? cos you've been running through my mind since i saw you!"

pick up line #5:
"was your father a thief? cos someone stole the stars from the sky
and put them in your eyes"

it's super interesting after i read it.
but i somehow heard of all these somwhere.
but all the above seems to be modified.
whereby when i read it,i kinda like smile to myself.
PSYCHO huh?
so girls,dont get cheated by guys when they say this.ha!

2007-04-13T08:48:00.001-07:00

today is not nice at all.
it's seriously not nice,
no wonder it's called friday the 13th.
i dont like today at all.
woke up early went to school.
reach school so early was told to go walk around
before entering the lecture theatre.
cus it's not going to start so early la.
still having cough and flu.but at least not fever.
having fever really can kill.it's super tiring.
anyway,was in LT22 and they started with some briefing.
at first was okay,but after awhile.
i feel like falling asleep la. =x
wasn't in any groups cus didn't attend the orientation.
just crash into another group la.
played games and cheers and stuff.it's was kinda boring!
i dont feel good i dont feel nice.
i just hate this feeling,
i just wanna sleep and forget all the stuff in my mind.
it's like squeezing in my mind like it's all
gonna explode in anytime.free my mind,
can i just press del inside my brain's keyboard?
i'm tired,not physically tired but mentally.
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